Drifting

I am distracted.  Besides the adoption process, we have too much going on.  Samantha's wake, today and funeral, tomorrow, Andrew's (not 100%) has practice, tonight, and tournament, this weekend, Zach has camp, Eliza has piano, my class presentation, tomorrow (yes-more on that later).  In all this storm, I need to find some grounding.  I have always wanted to read the Bible and am hoping that can give me a little grounding.  So, I have started today.  Todays scripture was Job 12:13.  God is all powerful.  He creates.  An interesting juxtaposition when we are going through grieving for sweet Samantha.  She was created for a purpose.  I don't want to lose that purpose.